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cuma kamuflase agar kamu pergi dari hidupku aku tak ingin ingat masa lalu dengan anda yg bertahun-tahun dan untuk anda yg "like", tetap anda satu-satunya saya tak pernah lupa dan tidak akan lupa :')

stress -_-

besok hari pertama masuk uht
dan untungnya masih pra ospek
oh my god!! wish me luck
aku gak tau tugas apa yg bakal menanti T_T

B.A.P - 대박사건(Crash)

•Hangul + Romanization Lyrics/Subs

[Daehyun] 말도 안 돼 정말 완벽해
Maldo An Dwae Jeongmal Wan-Byeok-Hae
숨이 가빠 이건 반칙인걸
Sumi Gappa Igeon Banchik-Ingeol
[Jongup] 너의 눈 그 입 그 모든 게
Neo-Eui Nun Geu Ep Geu Modeun Ge
나의 마음을 다 흔들어 놓은걸
Na-Eui Maeum-Eul Da Heun-Deureo Noheul-Geol

[Youngjae] 잊지 못할 그녀의 첫 느낌에
Il-Ji Mothal Geunyeo-Eui Cheot Neukkime
바보처럼 빼앗긴 맘 내
Babo-Cheoreom Ppeat-Gin Mam Nae

[Daehyun] 가슴이 고장난 것처럼 난 사랑에 불이 나고
Gaseumi Gojang-Nam Geot-Cheoreom Nan Sarange Buri Nago
심장만 쿵쾅 쿵쾅 뛰고
Shim-Jangman Koong-Kwang Koong-Kwang Tto Ttwi-Go
([Youngjae] 또 뛰고)
(Tto Ttwi-Go)
제발 살려줘
Jebal Sallyeo-Jweo
[Youngjae] You’re my girl~

[All] Help me, help me, help me
[Himchan] 널 보면 숨이 가빠
Neol Bomyeon Sumi Gappa
[All] Help me, help me, help me
[Zelo] 널 보면 눈이 부셔
Neol Bomyeon Nuni Bu-Shyeo
[Daehyun] 심장만 쿵쾅 쿵쾅 뛰고 널 찾고
Shim-Jangman Koong-Kwang Koong-Kwang Ttwi-Go Neol Chat-Go
Where you are~
널 기다려
Neol Gi-Daryeo

[Yongguk] 너너너 널 이제 만난 건 아 진짜 대박사건
Neo-Neo-Neo Neol Ije Man-Nan Geon A Jin-Jja Daebak-Sageon
[Zelo] 아무리 봐도 널 알고 싶어
Amuri Bwado Neol Algo Shipeo
코난이 돼 내 마음모를껄
Ko-Nani Dwae Nae Maeum-Moreul-Geol
[Yongguk] 난 자꾸 널 생각해 걸
Nan Jakku Neol Saeng-Gakhae Geol
내 첫사랑도 잊게 했어 넌
Nae Cheot-Sarangdo Itge Haesseo Neon
[Zelo] 계속 니가 가라고 해도
Gyesok Niga Garago Haedo
난 니가 다라고 말하고 말테야
Nan Niga Darago Mal-Hago Mal-Teya
‘Cause I love you, girl

[Youngjae] 잊지 못할 그녀의 첫 느낌에
Il-Ji Mothal Geunyeo-Eui Cheot Neukkime
바보처럼 빼앗긴 맘 내
Babo-Cheoreom Ppeat-Gin Mam Nae

[Daehyun] 가슴이 고장난 것처럼 난 사랑에 불이 나고
Gaseumi Gojang-Nam Geot-Cheoreom Nan Sarange Buri Nago
심장만 쿵쾅 쿵쾅 뛰고
Shim-Jangman Koong-Kwang Koong-Kwang Tto Ttwi-Go
([Youngjae] 또 뛰고)
(Tto Ttwi-Go)
제발 살려줘
Jebal Sallyeo-Jweo
[Youngjae] You’re my girl~

[All] Help me, help me, help me
[Himchan] 널 보면 숨이 가빠
Neol Bomyeon Sumi Gappa
[All] Help me, help me, help me
[Zelo] 널 보면 눈이 부셔
Neol Bomyeon Nuni Bu-Shyeo
[Daehyun] 심장만 쿵쾅 쿵쾅 뛰고 널 찾고
Shim-Jangman Koong-Kwang Koong-Kwang Ttwi-Go Neol Chat-Go
Where you are~
널 기다려
Neol Gi-Daryeo

[All] 나 나 나 나 나 나 나 나
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
나 나 나 나 나 나 나 나
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
나 나 나 나 나~ 나 나 나 나 나
Na Na Na Na Na~ Na Na Na Na Na
나 나 나 나 나~ 나 나 나 나 나
Na Na Na Na Na~ Na Na Na Na Na

[Yongguk] 잡힐듯 하다가도 멀어지는 그녀
Jab-Hildeut Hada-Gado Meoreo-Jineun Geunyeo
[Himchan] 나에게 부디 한번 기회를 제발 주렴
Na-Ege Budi Han-Beon Gi-Hwereul Jebal Juryeom
[Youngjae] 내 맘이 들린다면 대답해요 나에게~
Nae Mami Deullin-Damyun Daedab-Haeyo Na-Ege~

[Daehyun] 가슴이 고장난 것처럼 난 사랑에 불이 나고
Gaseumi Gojang-Nam Geot-Cheoreom Nan Sarange Buri Nago
심장만 쿵쾅 쿵쾅 뛰고
Shim-Jangman Koong-Kwang Koong-Kwang Tto Ttwi-Go
([Youngjae] 또 뛰고)
(Tto Ttwi-Go)
제발 살려줘
Jebal Sallyeo-Jweo
[Youngjae] You’re my girl~

[All] Help me, help me, help me
[Himchan] 널 보면 숨이 가빠
Neol Bomyeon Sumi Gappa
[All] Help me, help me, help me
[Zelo] 널 보면 눈이 부셔
Neol Bomyeon Nuni Bu-Shyeo
[Daehyun] 심장만 쿵쾅 쿵쾅 뛰고 널 찾고
Shim-Jangman Koong-Kwang Koong-Kwang Ttwi-Go Neol Chat-Go
Where you are~
널 기다려
Neol Gi-Daryeo

•English Translations•

[Daehyun] It doesn’t make sense, it’s perfect
I’m short of breath, this is a foul
[Jongup] Your eyes, that mouth
That everything shook up my heart

[Youngjae] At her unforgettable first feeling
My heart was stolen like a fool

[Daehyun] As if my heart is broken, the fire of love was lit
My heart is pounding koongkwang-koongkwang
([Youngjae] And pounding)
Please save me
[Youngjae] You’re my girl~

[All] Help me, help me, help me
[Himchan] When I see you, I lose my breath
[All] Help me, help me, help me
[Zelo] You shine when I look at you
[Daehyun] My heart just pounds and looks for you
Where you are~
I’ll wait for you

[Yongguk] It’s an amazing event that I met you now
[Zelo] No matter how I look at it, I want to get to know you
I become Conan, you probably don’t know my feelings
[Yongguk] I keep thinking of you, girl
You even made me forget my first love
[Zelo] Even if you keep telling me to leave
I’ll say that you’re my everything
‘Cause I love you, girl

[Youngjae] At her unforgettable first feeling
My heart was stolen like a fool

[Daehyun] As if my heart is broken, the fire of love was lit
My heart is pounding koongkwang-koongkwang
([Youngjae] And pounding)
Please save me
[Youngjae] You’re my girl~

[All] Help me, help me, help me
[Himchan] When I see you, I lose my breath
[All] Help me, help me, help me
[Zelo] You shine when I look at you
[Daehyun] My heart just pounds and looks for you
Where you are~
I’ll wait for you

[All] Na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na~ Na na na na na~
Na na na na na~ Na na na na na~

[Yongguk] When she seems in my reach, she gets farther away
[Himchan] Please give me a chance
[Youngjae] If you hear my heart, give me a response~

[Daehyun] As if my heart is broken, the fire of love was lit
My heart is pounding koongkwang-koongkwang
([Youngjae] And pounding)
Please save me
[Youngjae] You’re my girl~

[All] Help me, help me, help me
[Himchan] When I see you, I lose my breath
[All] Help me, help me, help me
[Zelo] You shine when I look at you
[Daehyun] My heart just pounds and looks for you
Where you are~
I’ll wait for you

I Remember

I Remember - 방용국(Bang Yongguk) (Feat. 정대현(Daehyun)) - Hangul + Romanization + English Translation/Lyrics
•Hangul + Romanization Lyrics/Subs•

[Daehyun] Oh, oh, woah~ (x4)

[Yongguk] 다 지옥 같던 우리의 기억이
Da Jiok Gat-Deon Uriui Gieogi
왜 아직도 머릿속에 남아있는지 난 모르겠어
Wae Ajik-Do Meorit-Soge Namain-Neunji Nan Moreu-Gesseo
지난 날 전부 기억할게 날 갖고 놀던 것
Jinan Nal Jeon-Bu Gieok-Halke Nal Gaj-Go Nol-Deon Geot
덕분에 모든 게 난 다 뒤 바뀌었어
Deok-Bune Mo-Deun Ge Nan Da Dwi Bakkwi-Eosseo
그저 앞에서 환하게 웃던 예전에 내 모습은 없어
Geu-Jeo Apeseo Hwan-Hage Ut-Deon Ye-Jeone Nae Moseubeun Eopseo
난 그 어떤 사랑이 와도 웃겨 다 구겨진 심장
Nan Geu Eo-Tteon Sarangi Wado Ut-Kyeo Da Gugyeo-Jin Sim-Jang
어떻게든 널 잊어보려 했어
Eotteoke-Deun Neol Ijeo-Boryeo Haesseo
내가 먼저 누구보다 잘나져서
Naega Meon-Jeo Nugu-Boda Jalla-Jeoseo
날 보면서 네가 후회하길 바랬어
Nal Bomyeon-Seo Nega Huhoe-Hagil Baraesseo
그래 너 그렇게 무시하던 내 음악도
Geurae Neo Geureoke Musi-Hadeon Nae Eumak-Do
이젠 서울 거리에 울려 퍼지니까 (Rock on)
Ijen Seoul Georie Ullyeo Peoji-Nikka (Rock on)
우리 예전 습관들이 붙잡고
Uri Ye-Jeon Seup-Gwan-Deuri But-Jjap-Go
악몽 같던 네 생각에 홀려 빠져들지 매번
Ang-Mong Gat-Deon Ne Saeng-Gage Hollyeo Ppajeo-Deulji Mae-Beon
그래도 사랑했던 너였기에
Geurae-Do Sarang-Haedeon Neoyeot-Gie
절대 잊지 않아
Jeol-Dae It-Ji Ana
Yes, I remember

[Daehyun] 눈을 감아도 (도) 우릴 비추던
Nuneul Gama-Do (Do) Uril Bichu-Deon
빛이 아직도 (도) 그대로 있어
Bichi Ajik-Do (Do) Geu-Daero Isseo
소중했던 시간들 난 깊이 간직하겠어
Sojung-Haetdeon Sigan-Deul Nan Gipi Ganjik-Hagesseo
많은 시간 속 (속) 아픔이 와도
Maneun Sigan Sok (Sok) Apeumi Wado
영원을 약속 (속) 했던 나날들
Yeong-Woneul Yak-Sok (Sok) Haet-Deon Nanal-Deul
그 순간만큼 끝토록 절대 잊지 않겠어
Geu Sungan-Man-Keum Kkeut-Torok Jeol-Dae It-Ji An-Gesseo
I remember

[Yongguk] I don’t know what you done to me
Just like that
집어치워 난 사랑 따윈 안 해
Jibeo-Chiwo Nan Sarang Ttawin An Hae
I came back, yeah
모두 버려 더 이상은 필요 없어 난
Modu Beoryeo Deo Isangeun Piryo Eopseo Nan
이제 너 없이 잠들 수 있어
Ije Neo Eopsi Jam-Deul Su Isseo
너 없는 Spotlight 빈자리를 비추어
Neo Eom-Neun Spotlight Bin-Jarireul Ppi-Chueo
즉, 내가 꾸는 꿈의 가치를 믿지 못해
Jeuk, Naega Kku-Neun Kkumui Gachi-Reul Mid-Ji Mot-Hae
날 버린 이 현실에 내가 미쳐
Nal Beorin I Hyeon-Sire Naega Micheo
I’m hot stuff 너 같은 애들이 만나달라고
I’m hot stuff Neo Gateun Ae-Deuri Manna-Dallago
간청할 때 주는 상처는 내 나름대로 악하게 살아가는 법
Gan-Cheong-Hal Ttae Ju-Neun Sang-Cheo-Neun Nae Nareum-Daero Akage Saraga-Neun Beob
계속됐던 이별 후에 내게 남은 건
Gyesok-Dwae-Deon I-Byeol Hue Naege Nameun Geon
영원할 거란 약속은 결국 없어
Yeongwon-Hal Georan Yak-Sogeun Gyeol-Guk Eopseo
그게 날 여기까지 오게 만들었지 매번
Geuge Nal Yeogi-Kkaji Oge Man-Deureotji Mae-Beon
네 손으로 직접 놓아버린 날
Ne Son-Euro Jik-Jeop Noh-Beorin Nal
두 번 다시는 쳐다도 보지마
Du Beon Dashi-Neun Cheo-Dado Bo-Jima
네 생각도 나와 같다고 믿을게
Ne Saeng-Gakdo Nawa Gat-Dago Mideul-Ge
절대 잊지 않아
Jeol-Dae It-Ji Ana
Yes, I remember

[Daehyun] 눈을 감아도 (도) 우릴 비추던
Nuneul Gama-Do (Do) Uril Bichu-Deon
빛이 아직도 (도) 그대로 있어
Bichi Ajik-Do (Do) Geu-Daero Isseo
소중했던 시간들 난 깊이 간직하겠어
Sojung-Haetdeon Sigan-Deul Nan Gipi Ganjik-Hagesseo
많은 시간 속 (속) 아픔이 와도
Maneun Sigan Sok (Sok) Apeumi Wado
영원을 약속 (속) 했던 나날들
Yeong-Woneul Yak-Sok (Sok) Haet-Deon Nanal-Deul
그 순간만큼 끝토록 절대 잊지 않겠어
Geu Sungan-Man-Keum Kkeut-Torok Jeol-Dae It-Ji An-Gesseo
I remember

[Daehyun] 함께 하자는 약속
Hamkke Haja-Neun Yak-Sok
영원토록
Yeongwon-Torok
(이곳에 간직할게)
(I-Gote Ganjik-Halge)
잠시 이 길을 홀로 걸어가도
Jam-Shi I Gireul Hollo Georeo-Gado
내 모든 걸 네게 보여줄게
Nae Mo-Deun Geol Nege Boyeo-Julge

([Daehyun] Oh~~)
[Daehyun] 눈을 감아도 (도) 우릴 비추던
Nuneul Gama-Do (Do) Uril Bichu-Deon
빛이 아직도 (도) 그대로 있어
Bichi Ajik-Do (Do) Geu-Daero Isseo
소중했던 시간들 난 깊이 간직하겠어
Sojung-Haetdeon Sigan-Deul Nan Gipi Ganjik-Hagesseo
많은 시간 속 (속) 아픔이 와도
Maneun Sigan Sok (Sok) Apeumi Wado
영원을 약속 (속) 했던 나날들
Yeong-Woneul Yak-Sok (Sok) Haet-Deon Nanal-Deul
그 순간만큼 끝토록 절대 잊지 않겠어
Geu Sungan-Man-Keum Kkeut-Torok Jeol-Dae It-Ji An-Gesseo
([Yongguk] Yes, I remember) I remember
•English Translations•

[Daehyun] Oh, oh, woah~ (x4)

[Yongguk] All of our memories that used to be like hell
I don’t know why all of them are still stuck on my mind
I will remember all of our past days, you who used to play with me
Thanks to you everything flip flopped for me
There is no longer the past image of me who used to smile in front of you brightly
No matter what kind of love comes for me, it’s funny, my crinkled heart
I tried everything to forget you
I hoped that I would have recovered the fastest
And you would regret looking at me
That’s right, even my music that you used to ignore so much
Now that song is spreading around the streets of Seoul (Rock on)
Holding on to our past habits
I drowned effortlessly in your nightmare like memories many times
But still, because you were the one I loved
I will never forget
Yes, I remember

[Daehyun] Even when I close my eyes,
The light that used to shine on us is still there
Our precious times, I’ll cherish them deeply
Even when the pain comes in many times
Those days we promised of forever
I will never forget those moments until the end
I remember

[Yongguk] I don’t know what you done to me
Just like that
Give it up, I don’t do stuff like love
I came back, yeah
Throw it all away, I don’t need anything else
Now I can fall asleep without you
Your empty spot, the spotlight lights it up
Basically, I can’t believe the quality of the dream I dream
I go crazy in this reality that tossed me away
I’m hot stuff, people like you ask me to meet them
The pain I give them solicitors, it’s my way of living weak
What is left of me after all these farewells
I learned that in the end there is no such promise of forever
But those words made me come this far many times
You, who let me go with your own hands
Don’t ever look back even for one last time
If you do, I will believe that your thoughts are similar to mine
I will never forget
Yes, I remember

[Daehyun] Even when I close my eyes,
The light that used to shine on us is still there
Our precious times, I’ll cherish them deeply
Even when the pain comes in many times
Those days we promised of forever
I will never forget those moments until the end
I remember

[Daehyun] The promise we made to stay together
Forever (I’ll keep it right here)
Even though I might end up walking this road alone for a while
I will show you my everything

([Daehyun] Oh~~)
[Daehyun] Even when I close my eyes,
The light that used to shine on us is still there
Our precious times, I’ll cherish them deeply
Even when the pain comes in many times
Those days we promised of forever
I will never forget those moments until the end
([Yongguk] Yes, I remember) I remember

kenyataan menyedihkan

anda segalanya dan berarti untuk saya
sedangkan saya bukan apa-apa bagi anda :-)u

untuk 'a'nda

anda yg selalu dipikiran saya
tak sedetikpun saya lupa
semua kenangan tentang anda
bagaikan kedua sisi uang koin
di satu sisi sangat indah, di sisi lain sungguh menyedihkan
sangat indah
karena anda selalu membawa bahagia untuk saya
tawa anda, perkataan anda, bahkan kemarahan anda
sungguh indah di mata saya
anda bagaikan endorpin, my personal brand endorphin
menghadirkan tawa, pelipur lara serta semangat bagi hari-hari saya
bertemu anda adalah semangat bagi saya
sungguh anda sangat berharga dan indah di mata saya
sangat indah
perhatian anda, senyum anda, manja anda, perkataan anda
semua bagaikan moment berharga bagi saya

tetapi, kini begitu menyedihkan
menyedihkan..
karena saya hanya bisa menggenggam bayangan anda
mengikuti jejak kaki anda yg terkadang terhapus oleh hembusan angin
menyedihkan..
karena saya hanya bisa bertemu anda saat gelap, saat dimana kedua mata terpejam dan sosok anda muncul, menghiasi hari saya
walaupun hanya di saat gelap, saat kedua mata terpejam
menyedihkan..
karena saya hanya bisa mengingat semua kenangan, pelukan serta kehangatan anda tanpa bisa menyentuh anda lagi
sungguh menyedihkan..
anda mungkin tak tau, bagaimana hari-hari saya tanpa anda
kehadiran anda yang biasanya tiba-tiba dan tak terduga
yang selalu membawa kebahagiaan bagi saya
yang selalu memperindah hati saya
yang selalu menentramkan jiwa saya
kini tak lagi ada, tinggal kenangan

sungguh saya rindu semua kenangan itu
entah menurut anda itu sebuah kenangan atau hanya pikiran saya yang menanggapi semuanya dengan berlebihan
saya tidak tahu
saya sungguh rindu
ingin saya mendengar anda berucap kata rindu
lebih dari mengucap kata sayang
entah mengapa, saya benar-benar rindu terhadap anda
walau bulan demi bulan telah berlalu
keberadaan diri anda di hati saya tak tergantikan

semoga suatu saat saya dapat bertemu anda lagi
mengulang kembali semua kenangan dengan keadaan yang lebih baik
dimana saya lebih pantas dan lebih berarti bagi anda daripada orang lain
sampai saat itu, saya masih menyayangi 'a'nda
jaga diri dan kesehatan anda, tetaplah berbahagia dalam menjalani hari-hari anda, beribadah serta jangan tidur terlalu larut :-)
disini saya mendoakan anda

dari seseorang yang belum pantas untuk anda dan tetap merindu kehadiran 'a'nda

untuk 'a'nda

B.A.P Feat. Song Ji Eun (Secret) – 비밀연애 (Secret Love) Lyrics

English Translation

I know it ain’t easy for the two of us
That’s right man but you know what? What’s up?
Sometimes I just don’t care what people say, man
Things are goin’ crazy all the time, you know?
I got no choice, let me just do this for love

* Without anyone knowing, I love you
Without anyone knowing, I think of you
It’s a love that only you and I know in this world
All day, I remember you
All day, I love you
Even if I’m in jail, it’s okay – if only I have you, I can live

In case anyone recognizes us, we can’t walk comfortably in the streets of Kangnam
Only the neon signs and streetlights in the dark night
Are blessing our relationship, making my heart ache
In front of many people, I can’t express my greetings or a single word to you, making me anxious
We’re trapped in a box called reason, rather than a box called emotion

This feeling like I’m walking on ice
This feeling like I’m flying in the sky
My hot heart is pounding rub dub rub dub love

You are hotter than the sun,
I am colder than ice
You and I, we can’t speak of this love

* repeat

You Don’t Know Me. Never Ever Ever Know.
You Don’t Know Me. Never Ever Ever

It’s hard to talk on the phone with you so every day
We secretly talk through texting as I cautiously look around me
Instead of saying I love you, saying I miss you
Is more familiar in our conversation so my heart aches
Every day, I am love sick over you
Everywhere I look, I see you – so do you know how much more I miss you?
Even if you’re next to me, because of your pushed down hat
I can’t even look at your eyes – who will know this feeling?

This feeling like I’m walking on ice
This feeling like I’m flying in the sky
Whether this is electrifying or just pathetic
I can’t tell which one is right

You are hotter than the sun,
I am colder than ice
Again today, with a message that only you would know
I tweet about my current status with a nervous feeling

* repeat

Wherever we go, we always sit in the farthest corner
Whatever we do, we can’t even take a single picture
What’s so important about that? I’m next to you
Whatever we do, our time together is more precious
Even if we lock eyes for a moment, we get surprised
We get nervous and scared in case someone figures out our secret
What’s so important about that? You are next to me
And our time together is more precious

Still, I only love you
Still, I only think of you
It will never change forever, the love of you and I
I love you more than myself
I think of you more than myself
No one needs to know, if only I have you, I can live